I just hung out for a girls night with a bunch of friends who are moms and listened to stories of their kids, how they miss them and how this one or that one wants another baby. And they will all probably get that baby very easily, unlike my defective azz.. I felt like such an outcast. I need new friends. I'm really tired of hearing about other people's kids. Screw you and your damnn kids!!!!!!!!
If I don't get pregnant on my Ivf this month then it's obvious it's not meant to be. I give up.
And to top it off my Drs office was supposed to call today to tell me what time to come in tomorrow. No call. I told them I'm working the morning shift and can't come in til the afternoon. If they don't fit me in I'm done with them.
just sending you Its so hard to hang with friends that are parents when all they want to talk about are their children. I hope your next step brings you your miracle... try to take it one step at a time..
Do ur friends know about what youre going through?if they do, they are really insensitive and its a good thing you have us as friends too!
Posted by bringonthebaby
If I don't get pregnant on my Ivf this month then it's obvious it's not meant to be. I give up.
As for this, thats just crazy talk. If u dont get pg this cycle, you have at least 2 more to get through!
It may not help you, but for me i always look to the girls here who have been thru so much as an inspiration for strength. You will eventually get thru this!
i didnt go to my book club last month for a similar reason... i would rather their kids be there and interact with them then hear the moms talk about them/...
My friends do know what's going on. They are supportive but still don't know what it's like. I do have IF friends too but I don't hang out with them as much.
Ugh.. when I was trying and going through IF.. I hated hanging out with people with kids.. I felt kinda bad about it b/c I felt like I was isolating myself.. but it just made me sad and sick to hear about others. I know they weren't doing it to rub it in my face or whatever, but I still hated it. The worst would be when someone would look over at me and say something like " oh don't worry one day you can join in on this conversation too".
I wish I had a baseball bat in my hand at that point. lol.
