Im going crazy...

Im 11DPO and I am going crazy! Im trying really hard not to test (more bc I am scared of the disappointment of a BFN). This month I am TRYING to be more positive. I had a perfect cycle (follie perfect size, triggered, IUI, good counts, all that stuff). My RE put me on progesterone right away rather than waiting until CD21 (I was on it last month so they just continued it this month).

Im going crazy!! I have had light cramping since 9dpo. They dont feel like AF cramps though... more like O cramps. A sore boob here or there... Those have been my only symptoms.

Im due to test on Xmas... Would you test on Xmas morning or wait for the next day? A BFN would be heartbreaking....but.... a BFP would make it the best Xmas ever.

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Good luck! I had a lot of light cramping (like O cramping) before my bfp, as well as sore boobs...that was all. So, I hope you are in the same boat!

I waited to test until I was 3 days late this cycle...just couldn't see another bfn. So, I am not sure that I would test on Christmas.

Good luck!!!!

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Lots of luck!!!
I had the same symptoms right before my BFP.

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Oh that's a tough one! I think that I would try as hard as i could to wait for the day after xmas. Good luck!!!!

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I also had so much cramping before my BFP. I actually came on here and said I was upset because I thought i was out. I tested on day 10 and got a very faint line. I think you should test, I know I could never wait.

Best of luck to you!

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I am exactly in your boat on Day 11 today. I am going in tomorrow for blood work since the lab will close early for the holidays on Thursday/Friday and I don't want to wait lfor results til Monday. I am afraid to test at home too. I did that last month and it didn't work out. I had a hard time dealing with it. I have been cramping a lot lately. I keep telling myself it's just the progestrone, but a lot about this cycle is different than the others so hopefully it's a good sign for us both. Keep us posted if you decide to test...I decided to distract myself til beta, no matter what the outcome. My birthday is the day after Christmas so it would definitely be the best present of all.

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TEST!!

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I want to test but Im scared.. The light cramping I felt on 9-10 DPO did not happen today... I dont know if I should be reading into that...

Message edited 12/22/2009 8:40:20 PM.

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If you are going to test early, I would test tomorrow or xmas eve so if it is a bfn, you can still enjoy the holiday