Has my first appt with the reg ob tonight, after being released. Unfortionately there was no heart beat. The baby stopped growing at 8 weeks. I am beyond devestated and I just don't know what I am going to do. I am going in for a D&C tomorrow. I just want to be over it. I am just in shock....
I would have been 10.5 weeks and it seems the baby stopped growing at approx 8 weeks. I had a feeling, I should have trusted my instincts and went for another sono but I figured I was just being paranoid. I don't know how to move past from this, I just want it to be over. I am waiting to see if my new OB can fit me in today for a D&C. Hows that for a first time meet...
I want to try again right away, I have three frozen I am just afraid it's not going to take or if it does that this will happen again. I guess I should call the RE today and let them know what happened and set up an appt to speak to my Dr in a few weeks. I just didn't think it would end like this after all I went through to get here. Life is just not fair sometimes. Sorry for the pity party, it's just I thought I would be announcing my pregnancy on my birthday on Wed and instead I will be trying to put the pieces back together...
