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prunepie
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I should be excited right????
I might have good follies growing this cycle and be able to do an ivf again. But honestly I feel nothing bu bad anxiety and horrible depression. The last few days I cannot get that cry lump out of my throat!!!!!! I feel like a cahed scared animal. I am beyond terrified to actually get pg again and for some reason I think I would be an awful mommy. I don't know if its all the hormones but I haven't felt this messed up since my miscarriage! I miss my baby girl!!!!! I hate this and I want to be optimistic but I can't. Any thougghts about what the heck is going on???? Thank u for listening!! Edited to add. I will suck as a mom bc I hate disnbeyland, cartoons, kiddie places where snot flies and I love sleeping. Omg what's wrong with me?????!!!!
Message edited 8/7/2011 10:24:45 AM.
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Posted 8/7/11 8:23 AM |
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Re: I should be excited right????
Posted by prunepie
I might have good follies growing this cycle and be able to do an ivf again. But honestly I feel nothing bu bad anxiety and horrible depression. The last few days I cannot get that cry lump out of my throat!!!!!! I feel like a cahed scared animal. I am beyond terrified to actually get pg again and for some reason I think I would be an awful mommy. I don't know if its all the hormones but I haven't felt this messed up since my miscarriage! I miss my baby girl!!!!! I hate this and I want to be optimistic but I can't. Any thougghts about what the heck is going on???? Thank u for listening!!
Personally I'm blaming the Meds and fear of the unknown. I'm absolutely TERRIFIED of doing this again, and honestly its getting worse daily. I cried several times last night, and am extremely over sensitive right now. I go back and forth from crying to wanting to rip someone's head off. You are definitely not alone!
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Posted 8/7/11 8:59 AM |
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cateyemm
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Re: I should be excited right????
Im excited for you! I think its only natural to be scared outta ur mind after all youve been through!! There's no way that someone who cares as much as you is going to be an awful mommy. what are you going through this for? it will all be worth it in the end!
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Posted 8/7/11 9:04 AM |
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PennyCat
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Member since 7/08 19084 total posts
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Re: I should be excited right????
Posted by cateyemm
Im excited for you! I think its only natural to be scared outta ur mind after all youve been through!! There's no way that someone who cares as much as you is going to be an awful mommy. what are you going through this for? it will all be worth it in the end!
Agreed
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Posted 8/7/11 10:53 AM |
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beanie571
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Re: I should be excited right????
I agree too! Hang in there - eye on the prize!!!
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Posted 8/7/11 10:58 AM |
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gina409
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Re: I should be excited right????
Posted by beanie571
I agree too! Hang in there - eye on the prize!!!
agreed!!!!!!!
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Posted 8/8/11 2:00 AM |
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