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I don't know what the hell was wrong with me last night....
But I cried ALL night...
maybe because another mother's day is coming and I am so overwhelmed with emotion at being a mom...
Maybe it was because Cailen moved up to the "big boy" room at daycare
Maybe because he was singing "Itsy Bitsy Spider" and pushing his fingers together after hearing it in daycare today
Maybe it was because after his bath, he ran to my bed, climbed up on it, and wanted to play, cuddle, tickle, wrestle, and just spend time with mommy
Maybe it was the big "MAH" "MAH" kisses he kept giving me on my neck
Maybe it was all the times I looked at him last night, and saw a little boy face looking back at me. Less innocent baby, more devillish, conniving little boy.
Maybe it was because my mind started drifting and wondering what he would look like as a teenager, as a man, as a father. I wondered if he would always want to spend mother's day with me.
I torture myself, I know.
I just love him so much, it hurts my whole body when I try to feel every bit of it. Is that weird?
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MrsFlatbread
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Re: I don't know what the hell was wrong with me last night....
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| Posted 5/9/08 7:38 AM |
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Diane
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Re: I don't know what the hell was wrong with me last night....
ok, now you just made me CRY
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| Posted 5/9/08 7:38 AM |
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luvnlife
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| Posted 5/9/08 7:43 AM |
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KartveliT
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Re: I don't know what the hell was wrong with me last night....
NO not weird at all, I know exactly how you feel I still can't believe that I am a mom and this little angel is mine I love her so much , often I tell my husband: I must have done something right in life , to deserve such beautiful, sweet, adorable, precious gift(my DD ) I cant believe that some day she will be all grown up  she is my little Christmas miracle(we found out I was pregnant on Christmas day)
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| Posted 5/9/08 7:47 AM |
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DmarieK
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Re: I don't know what the hell was wrong with me last night....
That was so sweet
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| Posted 5/9/08 8:03 AM |
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Re: I don't know what the hell was wrong with me last night....
I'm getting teary now. I get emotional like this too. Yoiu had a very eventful day!! I hioe you feel better today.
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| Posted 5/9/08 8:10 AM |
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JenBenMen
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Re: I don't know what the hell was wrong with me last night....
i have been the same way this entire week
I have his 1st bday mixed with mothers day and I am totally overwhelmed with the joy that he has brought in my life...and also so sad that it seems to be going so fast
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| Posted 5/9/08 8:18 AM |
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lvdolphins
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Re: I don't know what the hell was wrong with me last night....
Liza. That is so sweet! Cailen is a ham.
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| Posted 5/9/08 8:44 AM |
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08BabySurprise
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Re: I don't know what the hell was wrong with me last night....
It's so not wierd. I thought I was crazy when I felt like I was going to explode from all the love I feel for my baby. I look at him, and hug him, and cry, and thank G-d for giving him too me. Enjoy it mommy!! You have a wonderful little boy!!!!
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| Posted 5/9/08 8:47 AM |
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mommy0604
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Re: I don't know what the hell was wrong with me last night....
I've been feeling emotional myself. DS's 2nd birthday party is on the 31st of this month and although all the planning has kept me busy, it has also made me realize that he is going to be 2 already. One day you are in the hospital with them as a newborn and the next they are toddlers!
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| Posted 5/9/08 8:50 AM |
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pinkandblue
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Re: I don't know what the hell was wrong with me last night....
totally normal feelings.....the love you have for your child is like no other love. 
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| Posted 5/9/08 8:52 AM |
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cgdg61606
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Re: I don't know what the hell was wrong with me last night....
I feel the same way often.
I think it's normal!
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| Posted 5/9/08 8:53 AM |
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oops123
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Re: I don't know what the hell was wrong with me last night....
I have to tell you....your posts get me every time!
You have such a way of expressing that amazing love you have for your little boy-
this is why you are so loved....by us fellow readers who can so relate to that love...
and by that lucky little boy who has an the most awesome mommy!!!
I have been emotional too the last couple of days-
Mother's day does it to me everytime.....
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| Posted 5/9/08 8:54 AM |
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Babytime
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Re: I don't know what the hell was wrong with me last night....
I know how you feel!!!!!! You made me cry htis is so sweet
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| Posted 5/9/08 10:33 AM |
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