Don't even feel like BD!

I feel like crap this month. I think we already missed our window. I think I went from thinking "we can do this" to "It's just gonna happen in a Dr's office, so why bother"

I missed my CD3 testing at the beginning of this cycle, so we have to put it all off for another month, which is fine. But I haven't gotten a peak on my CBEFM (or even a high for that matter) so I just don't feel like BDing. I had EWCM like 3 days ago, but we didn't BD then either.

I guess all in all it's been such a crazy week work wise, that I just don't have anything left at the end of the day.

Sorry, just needed to vent, cause I am feeling like I should be more diligent about this whole thing, but I don't.

Re: Don't even feel like BD!

i know how hard it is
i'm sorry you're going through this

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Keep your chin up...It totally sux, I know...just wanted to send you a million hugs.

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I know it is so hard to have to control when you bd.. or when you need to go the dr for monitoring or blood test. Dont get yourself down about it.. we are human and sometimes we just need a break for forced bding...

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I totally know what you are going through right now. It is so hard to try and be just OK with everything going on, whether it's forced to BD or resolving yourself to the need for IUI. I can say for myself that it ebbs and flows. Hopefully you'll be in an upswing soon and feeling back to normal. It's a hard process, you need to give yourself time to make all the necessary adjustments to needing help getting pg. It's a hard pill to swallow for sure.

Shawnna

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That's ok - sometimes we just need a break from it all - don't make yourself feel bad. We have to just go with our feelings and this time around you needed a break and that's fine. Like PP said, it ebbs and flows, soon you'll have more energy again and start whatever you need to do (BD, docs, etc.) Hang in there.

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Thanks ladies

This really is a GREAT board!

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I know how hard it is and i'm sorry. There is nothing wrong with taking a break for a month or more if you need to. I started seeing an RE a few weeks ago and honestly being out this last cycle (and now this 1 i'll be out too) has been very rejuvenating for me. We haven't even BD AT ALL since my MC on 2/28 until last night but it wasn't baby making sex (even tho i should be ovulating tomorrow), it was just sex and it was nice not to feel that pressure. Don't beat yourself up, take a break if you want.....