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AKD
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Sigh...
I don't know if it's the weather or what, but I'm an emotional mess this morning. Can't keep it together.
Went to get monitored again. I'm on day 16. Follicles barely grew from Monday - I was at just under 1 cm on Monday, and now I'm at 1.1CM. There's two around that size, but my body is just not responding as quickly as it needs to. My doctor wants me to come back on Tuesday again and to check where I am.
I realize this is step 1 and I am thankful for knowing that he's confident we'll get there, but I also just feel drained emotionally. I feel terrible for thinking this way, because I know so many people go through a lot more and I should just tough it out and suck it out - but it still hurts and sometimes a girl just wants to cry it out.
Sorry for the vent, just know that you guys understand...
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Posted 10/10/13 9:56 AM  |
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mrsm-2011
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Re: Sigh...
I'm the same way this morning. Went for blood and sono this morning and my follicles aren't really growing either  . I have to go back Monday morning to see if they are growing. I'm on cd 37 and getting really fustrated. I'm on the verge of tears just typing this.
Thinking that I may have to ask on Monday about injectables because the clomid/femara isn't working as well as I would have hoped.
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| Posted 10/10/13 10:02 AM |
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AKD
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Re: Sigh...
Posted by mrsm-2011
I'm the same way this morning. Went for blood and sono this morning and my follicles aren't really growing either . I have to go back Monday morning to see if they are growing. I'm on cd 37 and getting really fustrated. I'm on the verge of tears just typing this.
Thinking that I may have to ask on Monday about injectables because the clomid/femara isn't working as well as I would have hoped.
Sending you tons of as well. I had to try really hard this morning on the train on the way back to work not to cry, and now trying to hold it in again while writing this out.
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| Posted 10/10/13 10:03 AM |
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jessnbrian
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Jessica
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Re: Sigh...
The emotional roller coasters that women go through on a regular basis because of our cycles in general sucks. Add to that all the crappiness we feel because of whatever IF/RPL issues we're having, and then add on top of THAT all the hormones we have to take to help us get where we want to get... and it's just about this close (holds index finger and thumb together) to a murderous rampage.
You'll definitely get through it!
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| Posted 10/10/13 10:03 AM |
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MrsGoldie
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Re: Sigh...
I'm sorry Hang in there!! It may take a little longer, and I know it's frustrating and definitely draining, but you are almost there!!!  Sometimes a girl just needs to cry it out!!!
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| Posted 10/10/13 10:06 AM |
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jessnbrian
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Jessica
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Re: Sigh...
Posted by AKD
I had to try really hard this morning on the train on the way back to work not to cry, and now trying to hold it in again while writing this out.
Just let it out - people do so much worse on the train than CRY!!! I can't tell you how many nights out of just shear exhaustion I've cried on the train (and this was before TTC). Now that I'm not in the city and am driving, I've cried on the way home about 1-2 times a week for the last 3-4 months (at least)... and that's dangerous - tears getting in the way of seeing cars in front of you and all.
Just let it all out and the hell with what anyone else thinks!
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| Posted 10/10/13 10:06 AM |
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journey22
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Re: Sigh...
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| Posted 10/10/13 10:08 AM |
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MrsM429
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Re: Sigh...
oh man, can you see if they can write you a script for another round of clomid in the meantime until your appt on Tuesday? Mine just needed that extra boost.
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| Posted 10/10/13 11:48 AM |
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Michelle1110
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Re: Sigh...
my last cycle was like that and I just needed time. As long as you don't O in the meantime you'll be fine :)
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| Posted 10/10/13 9:34 PM |
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