I turn 39 weeks tonight, Im surprised I didnt go in the last week but I am grateful I didnt because my Dr. is on vacation til Monday . Luckly no dilation at my check up so i *think* I will survive until then. It was a rough week of alot of false labor, stress about my Dr. not being around for my vba2c and hormonal meltdowns of just sobbing randomly. Now I just dont know what to do with myself . Trying to finish the last of my nursery which all that is left is finishing my mural but I just dont feel like it so I end up laying in bed all day which I end up mad at myself about I am just in lazzzzzzy mode which is disappointing because I was hoping Id be all hyper nesting, god knows my house needs it I wish I was being functional, doing worthwhile stuff but I just end up daydreaming all day about about labor and what he will look like & thinking " Holy $#@% , there's going to be a tiny cute new human being living here probably within a weeks time!!!"
I am just in lazzzzzzy mode which is disappointing because I was hoping Id be all hyper nesting, god knows my house needs it 
I wish I was being functional, doing worthwhile stuff but I just end up daydreaming all day about about labor and what he will look like & thinking " Holy $#@% , there's going to be a tiny cute new human being living here probably within a weeks time!!!" 
