I'm now 35wks (according to midwife) but my calculations from TCOYF have me at 36wks. I'm in the peak of nesting, so I'm making extra meals to freeze, finalizing the new baby's nursery, getting the house "stuff" in order (buying extra shampoo, paper products, etc to keep me from having to hit the store when new baby first comes home) -- just BUSY. Work is very busy as I'm trying to tidy up some of my consulting commitments before #3 comes -- plus it's tax time so DH wanted to get both our personal and my corporate returns done by early February -- my CPA wants my corporate budget for the next two years within the NEXT TWO DAYs. All this stuff I think I can handle, but DH just texted me to say that his co is sending him to Europe in May for 10-12 days for a huge project. The good news is they wanted him to go in Feb but they changed the schedule to accommodate the baby's arrival -- the bad news is I'm selfishly thinking I'll be alone on Mother's Day with the three boys. I know it's petty but that's what's putting me over the edge today. I'm sad and can't stop thinking about him not being here. (Nevermind we have a big family function the following week plus two weddings that next weekend --) I know the most important things are my family's health and well-being -- and this, too, shall pass -- but I'm just hormonal, I guess. Vent over -