I just wanted to thank all of the ladies on this board for their help and support this week. The FMs and bits of advice and support got me through a manic week where my emotions were off the map. Sooooo many people around me are preggers (without a struggle) and my bf, who I work with of course, put me in a tailspin. Lets just say I did not handle it well and am still reeling guilty about my behavior and actions. I want to be over the moon for her...I am just stuck. I wrote her a three page letter today...and I don't expect her to react to it but at least I know she knows where I am coming from. I know I have slot of lessons to learn from this experience and that I will be a better, stronger person. Have to spend this week coming up forgiving myself and moving forward. Thanks for the support and validation!! Crossing my fingers and hoping for some follies at RSONY tomorrow...so far this injectable cycle is a bust!!
I am so sorry you had a tough week. If she is a true friend, she will understand.
It is a struggle. I am angry today that people are posting on FB how wonderful it is to be preggo. I am MAD! Mad at them... no but...who else can I be mad at?
On a side note,... I will be there tomorrow too! Maybe we will bring each other luck!
