Hey ladies thank you so much for thinking of me!! It means the world...I'm actually going to update my journal in a minute. A little spoiler for you though.. my beta was negative.
I was waiting till my beta to update rather than updating with all my stark white BFNs since I know it's not over till the beta..... and I was holding onto that last shred of prayer that this might have worked... Oh well... onto FET #2 ...