So I went to the dr on Mon for a follicle check and had 2 measuring 12 & 1 at 14. I was super excited b/c rarely do I have more than 1. So I go back today for another check and the 14 is now a 16, but the other 2 decided not to join the party.
So I am frustrated for 3 reasons: 1) why can't I just have multiple follicles to increase my chances 2) why is the one that is growing growing so slowly, when I am on gonal-f which is supposed to be helping me 3) I cannot have my IUI on sunday. It is my DD's 2nd bday and I don't want to be miserable all day (my 1st IUI was superbowl sunday and I thought I was going to die)
So of course, now I feel like all hope is lost and now have started to wonder if I am just meant to only have 1 child. I don't know how long I can go on with this. I am really starting to lose it and my dislike for pregnant people (especially those with their 2nds) just gets worse and worse. I hate feeling like this
Your not alone! I feel the same way you feel about everything. Don't give up hope, our day will come.
I know you do and that does make me feel a little better.....why can't this just be easy like it is for so many others!!
You are definitely not alone. Sometimes I almost feel as if the ache for a second DC is the same if not even more than it was for the first and the fact that it seems like everyone gets pregnant with their 2nd so fast doesn't make it any easier.
Honestly I deleted my FB account for this reason and sometimes I have to remove myself from conversations/situations that will upset me.
Try to stay positive as hard as it is. I truly believe we will all get our BFPs soon.
