I'm at peace

Hi everyone
I haven't posted in a few weeks. We were kind of at a crossroads and I can say that I am truly at peace with not having anymore children. I'm not really sure when the change came and the urgency went away but I am kind of glad it has and that I don't have to convince myself I am OK or be sad every time some else gets pregnant.
We have two kids that keep us very busy. Right now we can give them everything they want/need. I know that another child would be nothing but a blessing but I don't have it in me emotionally or physically to ride the roller coaster month after month. DH and I are a bit older and pretty close to the age where we aren't really comfortable trying anymore. We kind of feel like we tried for 6 (well only 5) months, we did the IUI and it didn't happen and maybe that is just a sign from the powers that be that it's not meant to be for us.
Also our marriage really ebbs and flows and when we have a newborn it is usually a really rough and rocky couple of years.
So with that said we are done and I am OK with that. I am going to focus on the family I do have and making my marriage the best it can be. I wish all of you the best in your journey and I will still check in and hope to see lots and lots of BFP's! Thank you so much for all of the support you gave me when I was TTC and learning the in roads of infertility.

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Good for you! I'm glad you are at peace with your decision.

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I'm glad that you were able to reach this point and are at peace with your decision.

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glad you are happy with your decision.

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I glad you are able to move on with peace.

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That's great