still have no desire to have this kid outta me yet.

yeah i know I'm a c/s gal right now.. but still if i were having her natural vjay-way I'd be freaking out still.

Heck Im still worried about vjay-way period.

Labor, birth, pain .. uhmm no.. she can hang loose a lil longer, I'm totally cool with that..

I think I'll NEVER be ready for birth. and I'm not ashamed to say that.

I hear all you gals talking about "im done" and "get out already" and eviction notices..

Seriously.. im 37w and have NO urges to be 'done already'.

I am less freaked because right now i have a c/s date in my mind so I know it will all be taken care of.. I can mentally prepare for surgery recovery (ive been cut before) but i can't mentally prepare for childbirth since I have no point of reference and the whole thing is so completely foreign and terrifying.

Just wanted to share, in case there are others like me out there.. or others coming up along the way with their own pregnancies who end up feeling like i do... I assume its natural of course.

everyone feels different, but no one ever talks about those girls who aren't ready to go ahead and 'give birth already'.

Uhmmm what's the rush?

I wanna see her and hold her and all that, but i can wait.. fear is a very very interesting thing... Chat Icon