I hate the holiday's.. i could use some hugs today.. I am feeling so down and I know the reason is probably because I am PMSing and I know I should be happy that we are moving on to IVF, but I want it to be February already, and be pg.. I feel like we wasted so much time and now another two more months to wait. It is killing me Sometimes I just feel I am going to explode with all this pain and today is one of those days.. I am sure I will feel better tomorrow.
