3rd update... uh?..2nd update sigh( updated- i am sorry! )11 or 12 dpo ummmmmmmmmm
holy mary.
two lines. and one of them is sooooooo faint even a pic wont show it. frer btw
the two tests are both the same extreme faintness.
2 out of 4 girls at work saw "something maybe" and my good friend who has three kids saw the second lines in the sunlight lol
sooooooooo honestly dont know what to think or feel ...except my heart is racing.
going for beta tomorrow.
i got 4 bfps in june and the next morning a bfn and the beta came back verrrrrrrrrrrrrry low so it was a chemical.
praying this isnt a chemical either. o m g
i need prayers big time please ty
edited to add...
ty so very much to each and everyone one of you.......... i am literally scared to death to go to sleep to take another hpt in the am. i dont know what i will do if its like groundhogs day and tomorrow its a bfn and turns to be chemical again. trying not to be negative trying trying trying..........
going to wake up crazy early and go to lab....will let you all know asap....hugs hugs hugsssssssssssssssssssss
update... i am sorry.
i guess it is groundhogs day. the same flippin thing has happened. one day of being pregnant to wake up to a STARK white bfn to be confimed by a digital. i wonder if the beta will even show any residual hcg like last time. i guess life would have been too good kwim? we are closing on our first home next week. a 2 bedrooom co op ...so when when have ababy it will have a room. i thought the man upstairs was giving us a gift to put in that room. i guess my chances really are only %5. so sorry if i got anyones hopes up. ty for all the support. so sad. again.
update 2 its 3 oclock and have to go to work and wait to hear from braverman about the beta. i took the last frer out of desparation but mostly caused i am mad and just want it out of the house. ANOTHER VERY faint bfp again. reallly???????????????????? cant face work cant face anything just kill me.
3rd update talked to braverman. beta is an 8 progesterone is 25. best prog i ever had ( on 2 ml pio shots) as for beta..he just said i have to repeart it saturday. so i am officially preg. will it stay or will it go?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
I take a nap and wake up to more BFPs! I wish this would happen everyday!
The same thing happened to me! I was exhausted after work and took a long nap, and I see a whole bunch of BFPs! I think I'll have to take a nap more often!
The same thing happened to me! I was exhausted after work and took a long nap, and I see a whole bunch of BFPs! I think I'll have to take a nap more often! 
