Maybe it's the hormones...

but today I am feeling sooooo depressed. I wish I could leave work and go to bed.

I keep having these PG scares. I wish I could just go on with this PG without anymore problems and just enjoy it. Everytime I let my guard down and get excited about it, something happens to scare me. I'm all of a sudden not feeling comfortable here at work. I can't explain why, just something I feel. I hate my position to begin with also. My IL's and DH's family could care less about me, never have, but it bothers more days than others, they never seem to go out of their way for us, it's too much of a hassle, my DH never does anything he says he will. I have to ask him numerous times and still it doesn't get done. Then he gets mad because I b@tch at him. (He wonders why I'm never in the mood! ), he never talks to me about the baby. I'm taking it personally of course. Maybe it's just different because it's our 2nd child? My DH 2nd job always denies his time off requests, but not anyone else's. My son is doing the terrible 2's with me, and that upsets me sometimes just because I'm already sad about stuff. I could probably keep going, but this post is already long enough. I don't like feeling like this!

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I'm sorry you are feeling this way. Pregnancy can be a difficult time, especially with a toddler at home. I remember getting annoyed when DH didn't act as excited about the baby as I was. When I got bigger, and we had the Level II sonogram it started to be more real for him. Men are just different. But we are here for you so feel free to vent away as much as you need

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Thank you!!!

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I truly hope you dont take this the wrong way....But I really think you would beneift from seeing or talking to someone professionally. You have been soo overly nervous about this PG and it does seem like with a long way to go yet your not in the best of shape mentally. I know we have all tried before to help you calm down and not worry and yet it sounds like you still have a lot going on in your life that is making you stressed.
There have been so many recent reports about how bad stress is for you when pregnant that it might benefit you to find some ways of getting it out before it gets to the point where you feel your taking it out on your husband?


Try to remember Men have no clue what you go through emotionally during PG, they dont have the hormones to even begin to understand....

Dealing with a 2 year old and all the worries you seem to have is going to take a toll on you. And I dont mean to hurt your feelings in any way , so I hope I havent, but it just does seem your overly anxious pretty frequently.

Good luck whatever you decide!

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I hope you can find some peace throughout this pregnancy and enjoy it a little.
We are all here when you need to talk.