Why does it make me so nervous??

To my surprise, I got my smiley this morning. I knew it was coming soon but thought it would be tomorrow or Sunday, possibly even Monday. I have ovulated between CD15 and CD17 the last few months. Today is CD 12. Of course I want to see the smiley but it makes me so nervous because I want everything to be perfect. We BD'd last night to "get the balll" rolling officially for the month so I am happy about that but just feeling all sorts of anxiety now. Anyone else get a little overwhelmed by the smiley and the chances of things not going right??

Re: Why does it make me so nervous??

YES YES YES!!!! I feel the same way! had opk on Wed and Turs, and this morning i had a 0...we BD both nights..Now seeing the 0 this morning makes me soo nervous! I am sitting here wondering did i for sure ovualte..did i sit with my legs up for a good amount of time..Are the OPKs correct.. did i have enough CM..DO I HAVE A CHANCE?!?!?!? now off to the 2ww!!
Good luck!!!

Re: Why does it make me so nervous??

Thanks you too! Wish I could just relax about it!! It's just a whole month seems like a long time to wait if this one isn't the right one!!!:

Re: Why does it make me so nervous??

i TOTALLY know how you feel!! i get the same way!

even when we BD when its not my fertile time i feel like there is still that chance! i always go into my "what if this month is the month" thoughts right after BDing no matter when we do it in the month

to you!