shhhhh....dont say anything but...

i'm gonna be so sad when i go back to work in september....i didnt realize it but i'm gonna miss him during the day...even though he cries...separation anxiety already now!

and #2....

i like BFing bc its who needs me and i'm the only one that can do it.....

Re: shhhhh....dont say anything but...

Leaving DS when I went back to work (and I only went back 3 days a week) was the hardest thing I ever did. But my babysitter is great - she sends pictures to my cell phone all day long - which makes it easier.

I didn't BF for long due to supply issues but I totally get what you are saying. When I did BF it was like it was only me and him in the whold wide world.