I am expecting AF on Friday. I started spotting today and I have pretty bad AF-like cramps...same thing that always happens to me 1-2 days before she comes... I really hate that I am turning into this OCD person again...i swore i wouldnt do it this time around...but i just cant help it. this is so hard and frustrating!!! it took me almost a year to get PG with DS and i just dont know if I can go through that all over again...
i really need some and and some encouragement from you girls. i am so down today!
UPDATE As expected AF showed up this morning! I get extremely emotional a few days before so that explains my mood the other night. I'm actually much better today. I am blessed to have a healthy and "perfect" (he is to me ) DS and when its meant to be I know that I will get PG with # 2... I just have to come to terms with the fact that even if we make all these plans, in the end, its really not up to us!!!!!
THANKS SO MUCH FOR ALL THE HUGS AND KIND WORDS GIRLS
I'm so sorry. Don't worry - it will happen eventually. I think trying to conceive is the most frustrating thing because it is something you really can't plan. it's almost totally out of our control as to which month we will get lucky. hang in there! you know from experience that with patience you will prevail!
I know that it's frustrating, but the good news is that you have a child already so you know that it can happen for you ! I hope that next month is your month, here's some babydust to make sure :
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and some encouragement from you girls. i am so down today! 
) DS and when its meant to be I know that I will get PG with # 2...
! I hope that next month is your month, here's some babydust to make sure 
