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and now I feel like I have added pressure to get pg. My grandmother passed away in October and when they were going through her things, one of her friends found two unfinished baby sweaters and hats. So my grandmother's friend took them home and finished knitting them and gave them to my mom to give me. I am so happy to have them, but it makes me sad that I wasn't able to make my grandmother a great-grandmother, and I know me getting pg, is all my mom talks about....She doesn't know that we are having trouble and I have had two m/c's in the last year.

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I'm sorry you are going through this. I believe that your grandmother is watching you and she will give you a healthy baby in due time. Maybe you could tell your mother about your previous m/c so that she can stop, intentionally, adding that pressure onto you.

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I lost my grandmother right after DH and I got engaged and I remember how badly I wanted her at my wedding It is my belief that those in heaven look down upon us always...maybe your grandma will send you some extra special from heaven!