so AF was due today. I am never over 28 days. if any my cycle is 27 day every once in a while.
i dont know what to do should i test or should i wait???
i know i am acting so crazy, yesterday i went out to lunch with my mom. And this girl that used to be a good friend of mine, and she is no long is 6 weeks pregnant and told us. DO u know what i did i bursted out into tears like a freak! i mean since my M/C in april. thats what happens to me when i hear someone is pregnant. My due date would have been August 30th. i cant wait for this month to be over.
and i feel your pain.. i would have been over 30 weeks by now.. its so hard to deal with
yea i would have been going into my 37th week.
we have to try and occupy our minds. and try and think postiive for the future!! i think it is such a weight that needs to be lifted and is still not there yet. ... but we will get through this!!
I don't keep track of how many weeks I would have been. That's a nightmare to think of what would have been. It is more positive to think what will come. This is a true fact that positive thinking releases more endorphines and seratonin. It puts you more at ease. Plus, why harp on what could have been when you have your whole life ahead of you for what's to come! All the great wonderful things-
pregnancy(ies) baptisms 1st birthdays special birthdays anniversaries family vacations kindergarten graduations weddings grandkids time alone with hubby new houses new cars new furniture holidays holiday decorating holiday baking family traditions
...and tons more you can add onto this!! Look at all you have waiting for you!
Don't give up hope! You want to POAS- go ahead! and if it's negative then you try next month. It will come to you- it will come to us all.
I don't keep track of how many weeks I would have been. That's a nightmare to think of what would have been. It is more positive to think what will come. This is a true fact that positive thinking releases more endorphines and seratonin. It puts you more at ease. Plus, why harp on what could have been when you have your whole life ahead of you for what's to come! All the great wonderful things-
pregnancy(ies) baptisms 1st birthdays special birthdays anniversaries family vacations kindergarten graduations weddings grandkids time alone with hubby new houses new cars new furniture holidays holiday decorating holiday baking family traditions
...and tons more you can add onto this!! Look at all you have waiting for you!
Don't give up hope! You want to POAS- go ahead! and if it's negative then you try next month. It will come to you- it will come to us all.
I don't keep track of how many weeks I would have been. That's a nightmare to think of what would have been. It is more positive to think what will come. This is a true fact that positive thinking releases more endorphines and seratonin. It puts you more at ease. Plus, why harp on what could have been when you have your whole life ahead of you for what's to come! All the great wonderful things-
pregnancy(ies) baptisms 1st birthdays special birthdays anniversaries family vacations kindergarten graduations weddings grandkids time alone with hubby new houses new cars new furniture holidays holiday decorating holiday baking family traditions
...and tons more you can add onto this!! Look at all you have waiting for you!
Don't give up hope! You want to POAS- go ahead! and if it's negative then you try next month. It will come to you- it will come to us all.
I don't want to think about how far along I'd be either... but sometimes it is hard to not think about it... Nic, THIS WAS A GREAT POST. Thank you!
