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KMCGK
Gotta have faith
Member since 7/09 2176 total posts
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Keep the Faith
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To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
My time.
I’ve spent a couple of days thinking about how I can share MY story. I don’t want to rant or rave about my Dr, my protocol, what worked, what didn’t, because honestly, you name it, I’ve done more than dabble in it all. I’ve spent the last two years under the care of the same Dr. The 6 months prior I was with your typical clinic and the year previous, on my own, naturally pregnant unknowing how my life and the following events would completely change my whole being. From acupuncture, to intralipid treatments, supplements, hundreds of blood draws, probably a thousand shots I administered myself, a laparoscopy and hysteroscopy, different drug protocols, 6 miscarriages and 4 D&Cs, new diagnoses each year, cysts and hospital stays, consults with top-notch dr.’s, this list means nothing without one very important component- HOPE.
About one year ago, I made a “pity-party” post about another failed IVF cycle. It was a countdown about all the things that I’ve done sort of like my above list but with more detail and emotion. At the very bottom of the list, #1, I wrote one word, dream. Throughout my journey, I’ve never lost sight of my Dream, to have a baby, to become a mother. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve lost my mind plenty of times, have sang the “why me” tune, have shed more tears and said more goodbyes than most and have wanted to throw in the towel after each heartache of a loss or BFN. But, along with hope, there’s her friend faith, who always pulled me through somehow, someway. I noticed that it was taking me longer to heal from each failed cycle and miscarriage. My body, my mind, both; became so very vulnerable to grief where healing became all encompassing. As it goes, I needed a time to heal, a time to laugh, a time to mourn, a time to dance, and I chose to take longer breaks between cycles, to give myself plainly, some time. This time off was a basic necessity that allowed me to never let my fears hold me back from my dream. Infertility has given me more than hope. I’ve made some wonderful friendships that are sure to last a lifetime. These ladies have encouraged me to enjoy my life and be thankful for what I had, for what I learned, renewed my hope and always offered their unconditional support. As heartbreaking as infertility is, ironically, I can’t be more grateful for where I’ve been because where I’m going is sure to be that much better.
So this is how MY story goes… IVF cycle number 6 was undoubtedly not the roller coaster ride we all know so much. It was different. It was straightforward and dare I say uncomplicated? After every monitoring appt, I left encouraged with what I saw and what the Dr. said. I remained calm with the hope and positivity of a great cycle. And although none of my previous issues resurfaced, I asked for guidance from another well-known Doctor who truly put my fears to rest and offered me more hope than I ever had before. Not only did the beginning part of the cycle go smoothly but we retrieved a great number of eggs with a high fertilization rate. My embryos grew wonderfully and next an easy 5 day transfer. Within a handful of days, with hopeful eyes, I saw a positive pregnancy test. Despite my history of stumbles and failures, I remained confidant but a little stoic as one friend called me! You have to admit, my uneasiness about not sharing my news is very well warranted and I simply wanted my success story to be in the hearts of few for a short while.
Today, I’m delighted to announce that I am 9 weeks pregnant with a wiggly and happy baby! I share this news with a special angel in Heaven, whom my strong foundation of faith and hope comes from, a caring and trustworthy doctor, my wonderful supportive husband and a handful of forever friends that were with me every step of the way. An amazing miracle. It's MY time, yes!
**Please keep my wonderful news from Facebook!!
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AllyCat
Twin Mommy!
Member since 8/09 1346 total posts
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Allyson
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
Yay!! I'm so, so happy for you!!! 
Here's to the next 8 months being just as straightforward, uncomplicated, easy and wonderful!   
Message edited 3/7/2012 11:19:00 PM.
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FergieK
Loving my girls
Member since 7/09 2533 total posts
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Fergie
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
Congrats and blessings for a healthy and happy 9 months.
Nicely written also
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| Posted 3/7/12 11:20 PM |
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gina409
TWINS!
Member since 12/09 27635 total posts
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g
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
you seriously brought tears to my eyes..
what an amazing story and what you have done is given me hope and that is the best thing imo one person can give another so i thank you for that
i wish you a healthy and happy 9 months and thank you for sharing this with us
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| Posted 3/7/12 11:28 PM |
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PurpleC
Miracles Do Come True
Member since 8/10 2287 total posts
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Caren
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
Beautiful! I am so happy for you!! I cherish our friendship and I can't wait for our children to play together. Love you!!
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| Posted 3/7/12 11:32 PM |
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PennyCat
Just call me mommy :)
Member since 7/08 19084 total posts
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Jib
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
words. just. cannot. express. I feel honored just to be READING this.
Your journey is just amazing and the hope you've had throughout is beyond inspiring.
I can't wait for the day you post about your birth story. 
That's going to be one lucky baby 
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| Posted 3/7/12 11:34 PM |
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01ellie
LIF Adult
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
Beautiful story! Thank You and Congrats!!!
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CindySN23
Stop, Think & Breathe...
Member since 8/11 3550 total posts
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Cindy
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
What an amazing post...I am truly happy for you and your baby will be so loved!!!!!! Congrats!!!!!!!!
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| Posted 3/8/12 6:51 AM |
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hope316
LIF Adult
Member since 8/07 1085 total posts
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
Thank you for sharing your message of hope for all of us......
Praying for a happy and healthy pregnancy
Ps I love the title of you post..... it is one of my favorites
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missfabulous
#mommyneedswine
Member since 6/09 10031 total posts
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Colleen
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
I am so happy for you!! Thank you for sharing your story Congrats to you!
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LIRascal
drama. daily.
Member since 3/11 7287 total posts
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Michelle
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
I'd take that over any job any day
Your powerful story of positive thinking, hope, and faith brought tears to my eyes- and hope to my heart.
Thank you so much for sharing, and congratulations on this awesome news !
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| Posted 3/8/12 7:26 AM |
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InShock
life is good
Member since 10/06 9258 total posts
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
You summarize the infertile experience so well. And yours, needless to say, has been a particularly difficult journey. I am so, SO thrilled for you.
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ac13
LIF Adolescent
Member since 5/09 745 total posts
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A
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
Congratulations!!!
as others have said, your post made me cry. As I am just starting my own journey and struggling with depression; you words are truly an inspiration and remind me that anything can be accomplished with hope and faith; thank you so much for sharing! it means a lot...
I wish you lots of luck and a very happy and healthy pregnancy!
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LIfam1
LIF Infant
Member since 5/10 231 total posts
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
Beautiful story, congrats!
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
Congratulations!! I'm so so so excited for you! You never gave up in believing and it happened just like you knew it would!!
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| Posted 3/8/12 8:07 AM |
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LoLaBlue
PARTY OF 5
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
That was a beautiful, amazing story. Thank you so much for sharing with all of us and I wish you the best of everything!
Congratulations!
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| Posted 3/8/12 8:26 AM |
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Jax430
Hi!
Member since 5/05 18919 total posts
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Jackie
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
OMG Kelley!!!!!!!!!! I am SO SO SO SO SO SO thrilled for you!!! Wishing you the happiest and healthiest 9 months ever!!!! This is the best news!
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AngnShaun
Sisters
Member since 1/10 21015 total posts
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Ang
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
OH KELLY I am so happy for you... congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Continued Happy & Healthy Pregnancy!!!!!!!!!
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| Posted 3/8/12 9:09 AM |
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IAMMRSBROWN
3 under 2!!!
Member since 10/10 2476 total posts
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Carey
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
What an amazing story .. congratulations. I wish you a happy and healthy 9 months!!!!
Also, we are probably due around the same time! whens your EDD?
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ThePinkGoose
In Your Hands
Member since 8/08 4706 total posts
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Nunya
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!! What a beautiful, heartwarming, inspiring story. Thank you for sharing and God Bless you and your growing baby. Wishing you a wonderful 8 months and a beautiful life.
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wantabuninoven
My angel has a baby brother!
Member since 7/10 1050 total posts
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
You brought me to tears. I am so happy for you. You will be a wonderful mother. Its been a long journey but, your dream is here! 
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| Posted 3/8/12 10:06 AM |
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FLS2011
LIF Infant
Member since 8/11 282 total posts
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
What a beautifully written, encouraging story. Congratulations! That's one lucky baby! Enjoy every minute of your dreams coming true 
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| Posted 3/8/12 10:12 AM |
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Kris828
Hopeful...
Member since 9/10 1322 total posts
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
Congrats Very happy for you
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| Posted 3/8/12 10:18 AM |
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RGEC47
Feeling blessed!
Member since 11/09 3039 total posts
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Rosa
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
Beautifully written. I am so sorry you had to go through so much. But you made it and will have your baby in 8 months. Congrats!
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| Posted 3/8/12 10:21 AM |
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beanie571
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Re: To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven
Congratulations!!!
Couldn't be happier for you!! Hope you have an easy and uneventful pregnancy - you deserve it!
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