for every month that passes....

that i see AF, i always relive evreything that happened that day when i had my 5 mo MC in januaury...what couldve i done different....we've been trying for 6 months now...my cycle has gone out of whack stretching to 45 days, so i met with an RE and she put me on 50 on clomid....i'll be seeing her again on tuesday....i thought this would be the month but AF showed up today.... oh well....

i'm going on a 2 week trip to asia next month and i was hoping to cancel it... ......but guess not

I'm sorry. Try to have fun in Asia, anyway.

I'm so sorry

It sounds like you're on the right track now by seeing the RE, so I'm sure that it will happen again for you soon.