Thankful

Im so happy for this board, and for all u ladies. I am still so full of anger and sad, and everytime i see a pregnant i cry, or i am so resentful. And i dont want to be like that. there are days that i am ok, and i feel like im ok, and i am positive about the future, and then their are days i feel like all hope is lost, and i am never going to be a mother. I dont mean to be so bitter or so sad. I just want to be myself again. I think a part of me died with my daughter. I hope i can get that back one day.

i know its so hard for you.. at times i still get upset and feel like crying i just have to look at the other positive things going on in my life and just try to focus on that!!